left over friday

today i'm frustrated.

things over here in this household didn't get started well and they are continuing to worsen.

i baked 12 dozen cookies that i now cannot take to our Christmas party tonight because they contain peanuts.  {i was not aware of an extreme peanut allergy}.

almost everyone has canceled for the girls birthday dance party tomorrow night. i'm so bummed.  not for me and the extreme amount of food i have worked hard at and made, but for our girls and their celebration of life. this isn't just a party.  it's our hearts and our love gathering together to fellowship. we don't just throw a party. we celebrate.

i couldn't find a parking spot today at target.  and i only had to get one measly little thing. one. a beer stein.  while in the check out line with two loud crying girls, i just did it, i bought some airheads and have now eaten them all.

i need my house picked up.
i need it cleaned.
i need it decorated.
i need the rest of my food baked.
i need gifts wrapped.
and i need a shower.

and

rob's grandpa just had a heart attack while eating at boston market.  he's bleeding from the mouth and in the ambulance now.  he is 92.

i sat in my car today with tears on my cheeks and my pipi says. "don't cry momma. God always loves you." sometimes you just need your three year old to clear things up for you.

praying for my giant's family this weekend.