more than leftovers

i miss sitting with you while kids napped.
i miss our dreams of serving.
i miss being real.
i miss slip n slides and coffee.
i miss sharing meals.

i wish you were here.
i wish the many pictures drawn for you could be seen.
i wish we could talk homeschool.
i wish i could show you my newest adoption video.
i wish you knew how much it saddens me to know my homegirl forgot your name.
i wish you missed me too.

a year ago my dearest friend walked away.

it made me doubt myself, who i am and those around me.

although it's been a long grieving process, my heart continues to heal
and

i know God calls us to forgive {but sometimes its choosing to forgive daily} and my hope,
my joy is found in Him alone.